Merry Christmas jon we have all had a lovely day. we got our prezzies you left us under Grace's tree. i know you have been here today i felt you when i was standing in the kitchen cooking.. we raised our glasses to you at dinner, im so proud i have got threw the whole day without crying.. untill now!! i miss you jon sooo much you should be here with us..murf txed to wish us a merry xmas, i will always love and adore you jon my heart still aches for you.love you forever and ever my love julie and Gracexx